NO. My wordpress ain’t dead yet, and I don’t want this to die yet. Nearly failed at College cuz of gaming, comic, manga, manhwa, webtoon, and reading novel translations. (actually…. I have successfully dropped things except gaming and reading novel translations… and took a (lot of) useless all-nighter… and of course our best-friend procastinating). July and August will be filled with KKN and PPL (I haven’t find the equivalent in english)
Somehow, I, became the team leader of some IT contest (the games before), and (also) the leader/representative of the KKN group. Mixed feeling and the will that never come. You know you should “do it”, but the bad habbit already etched deep inside my body and soul. (LoL)
I won’t feel any urgency until the last minutes, then feel depressed in the last minute and after. Also, no, I wont write my rant here in Indonesian (yet… no really, I won’t). At least I have learned the Hiragana minus the Dakuten/Handakuten and Yoon. Hope can read Japanese at the end of year.
September I will translating some LN/WN from it’s english TL. And I also want to finish my S#rreal, continuing my King of Elips Continent (the one with Yatz and Ayla), and start my MAIN PROJECT which the “main event draft” has been finished when I was still 12 (9 years ago, from this post), “Phertiwi”. I really-really want to became an ilustrator and writer.
Just hoping I can rack my grade and finish my skripsi in 5 semester at most. LoL, my friend will start their skripsi next semester and I still have lectures worth of 4-5 semesters to take. I will became old in the college.
Well, lastly, sorry for adding one more “negativity” in the internet.
“If you want to improve yourself, start by improving the way you think and talk to yourself.”
I know that mister… But I have mixed feeling with motivations, y’know. Addiction, in any form is not a good thing.
Maybe there will be update before September, but most likely some rant’s like this. My mind really forked up, and I forking it more…
Forking… Give you three more holes than it’s counterpart, f**king.
Anyway, I didn’t expect any loyal reader, yet. I know this wordpress still doesn’t have anything worth to notice, and I know there’s also really small amount of people who trully read my post.
But I swear, on September, I will give you a story with mimimun of 500 words (1100 if I do billingual versions) each week, no, make it twice a week. I really need to fix my attitude and habbit for the good of mine and my parents and my girlfriend.
Although Djajapena is just my alias on Internet, But I do feel the need to change!. Slowly and surely is not the way for me, but I need to take a step. Not a small or a big step, but one average steady step.
But I still… I really feel pathetic towards my self.
Tjerita Djajapena 